Showing posts with label #missingyoufiercely. Show all posts
Showing posts with label #missingyoufiercely. Show all posts

Thursday, June 9, 2022

And then, there was one...

Words cannot express how heartbroken we are, that our beloved Jake has left us for the Rainbow Bridge. 

Just shy of his 14th birthday...loyal, funny, energetic, neurotic, goofy, gentle and loving...all the good words you can think of. Honestly, the best boy ever. 

We will always be so grateful and blessed, he chose us to share his life with.

So long Jake...Jakey Boy, Jakey Boo, Big Boo, Kissy Boy, Boo Boo Dog, Silly Dog.

Your pawprints are forever on our hearts.  

Run free with Q, and Buddy and we will see you at the Bridge. 

We will always miss you, and love you so, so much.  xoxo

Rest now, our beautiful boy.

#love, #labrador, #labradorable, #missingyoufiercely, #bestfriend, #heartbroken, #hardestpostever, #tears, #broken

Sunday, May 1, 2022

And then, there were two...

We are so deeply heartbroken to share, that our beautiful, funny, donkey boy, Q, has left this life for the Rainbow Bridge. 

Q spent the last 3, of his 12.5 years with us here on the Mississippi River, after an exciting life of travel, fun and some serious tail wagging.

Q was a registered purebred black labrador retriever and proudly lived up to his breed. Named after the James Bond character, he was happy, loyal, funny, and quirky; an expert shoe stealer, tail wagger, and the very best couch cuddler.  

We will always be so grateful for how much he loved us, and can only hope he knows how much we loved him too. 

You will be sadly missed, by your brother Jake, and sister Missy.

Sad to say, we will always know where our shoes are now...

So long my donkey boy. Your pawprints are forever on our hearts. We will meet up again at the bridge - know that you will be forever loved QBWankenobi - xoxo

#labrador, #retriever, #beloved, #loss, #dog, #pawprints, #missingyoufiercely 

Tuesday, November 5, 2019

The Anniversary

The place was a busy, but quaint little pub, tucked on the edge of a sleepy subdivision, just off the 401. Gently worn, red carpeting, and fresh little tealight candles sat in their crystal holders on the sometimes wobbly, wooden tables. The dark, oiled hardwood panels on the walls kept secrets of comings and goings of locals, friends, and strangers taking in beer, blues, and conversation until the late evening hours. The comfy, plush winged back chairs were tucked in strategically by the cozy stone fireplace, sitting face to face.

I recall fondly, the heartfelt laughs, the oaky wine, the long meaningful chats, as we sat in our spot in that place, with the dancing yellow flames, burning the evening away, much too quickly for our liking.

As the days turn into weeks, and the weeks turn into months, the memories try their hardest to push deeper, and deeper into the boxes, in the archives of my mind. But, I promised myself I would keep some special times alive, and reopen those boxes that mean the most to me, every now and then.

On this date, I purposely curl up in my easy chair in front of the fireplace, with a glass of smoky cabernet. Read the little book of John Donne, with soft blues playing in the background. Once again, my mind visits the romance, the laughter, and the love that blossomed in that quaint little pub, in the winged back chairs, and I wonder if you remember that place, the memories we created, and this date, that we called "our anniversary".

Wednesday, May 22, 2019

Fifty 9

Its early morning.

A crisp, cool breeze is blowing through the gardens bursting with daffodils, hyacinth, and tulips.

As I sit alongside the shore of the river, the angry, restless, rapids rush past me.  Still in a tizzy from the spring runoff, it surely is on a mission - in a hurry, reaching for something. Its destination unknown.

I sip my strong, hot, coffee, and close my eyes, lifting my face to the sun.
I'm 59 today. How did that happen?
It's beautiful outside, but, inside I am still bruised, and bloody.
I can feel a few broken pieces stirring - there is a lump in my heart. 

Normally, I would have heard from you by now.
Your deep, morning sleepy voice, saying "good morning".
A song, out of tune, of wishes for my birthday.
I would smile, and look forward to another call later in the day, and even again in the evening.  You were thoughtful, kind, and attentive like that. And never forgot.
Just that once.

No call this year.
Life has turned to a new page, to another chapter.
A new path.

I will push through the day, and move through these feelings once again.
Mopping up the blood, and coddling the bruises.
Sweeping the broken pieces out of the way; pushing them into the river, to join the rapids on their journey to somewhere...to make room for the wishes, from those that truly love me. 

I will carry on. Remembering your voice, your words, and your birthday song, with a smile inside. 

My phone beside me, just in case.
Just in case, you just forgot.

May 22, 2019